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C'est Ma Vie
04:32
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The world’s been here for far too long
There ain’t no space for me
All I ever wanted
Was my autonomy
I won’t keep my hands by my side
No I won’t even try
Gonna give my hands to the world
Grow my hair and let it curl
‘Cause I’ve moved on to better things
New people, new songs to sing
I won’t keep my hands by my side
No I won’t even try
& I will play to my strengths
Whatever they may be
Life was so much better
When we were speaking free
C’est la vie
C'est ma vie
Another year, a little more clear
What I'm meant to do
Still hell-bent on wandering
With little follow through
Will I achieve at all cost?
If I do, some things get lost
But while some are lost, some are found
Here I go, homeward bound
Do you see them or do you see me?
I don't think you've ever seen clearly
Take the haze out of your eyes
Maybe then you'll realize
I will play to my strengths
Whatever they may be
Life was so much better
When we were speaking free
C’est la vie
C’est ma vie
And I need to find a way
Take a step more than yesterday
& I will play to my strengths
Whatever they may be
Life was so much better
When we were living free
C’est la vie
C'est ma vie
C’est ma vie
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Giving Tree
03:39
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Giving tree oh giving tree I took too much from you
For a while I was content and I thought you were content, too
But I left you all alone
But I left you all alone
Giving tree o giving tree I met you as a child
Climbed upon your sturdy arms and stayed with you awhile
But I left you all alone
But I left you all alone
Giving tree o giving tree I returned as a young man
Asked from you your loving help and you quickly lent a hand
But I took too much from you
But I took too much from you
Giving tree o giving tree now I'm old and withered
It's been a while but I've come back so we'd be together
But there was nothing left of you
But there was nothing left of you
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We Were All Down
02:46
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We’re all here in the here and now
Curtain’s still up, ain’t time to bow
Gotta exhilarate and stimulate
Your soul somehow
We were all down to get ourselves all fucked up &
We were all down to set it all ablaze
We were all down to get ourselves blackout drunk &
We were all down
We were all down
Lai da dai da…
We broke into the room and at a glance
Saw the tables, jumped up to dance
We’ll never be dealt a second chance
So we make the most of now
We were all down
Lai…
I ain’t got no regrets
I ain’t got no regre-e-e-e-ehts
Now we’re stuck here, no one’s moving
Smoke is rising, our bodies bruising
Can’t shake the sight of this illusion
I can’t pretend no more
It’s all fucked up, no one to blame but ourselves
It’s all fucked up, things are bad, ain’t looking up
It’s all fucked up, what d’you know, it’s just my luck
It’s all fucked up
All fucked up
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I lost you
But it was not my job
To find you
We row the boat upstream
Against the current
We row the boat downstream
Oh so fervently
You think everything looks better on fire
You think everything looks better on fire
I know that you may be right
But I still disagree
I know that you may be right
But it doesn't change a thing
We don't trust this river
Can't tell how shallow or deep
I know that you're not bitter
But I wished I loved you more than me
You think everything looks better on fire
You think everything looks better on fire
I know that you may be right
But I still disagree
I know that you may be right
But it doesn't change a thing
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5. |
One More Night
03:00
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You are home alone
Sleeping on the couch tonight
I’m home alone
Hoping that you’ll be alright
I know that you’re at a loss for words
And I know that it hurts
And I know it’ll be alright
If you can just make it through one more night
Oh
You and me--I mean, we
Were sitting and sipping our tea
Platonically at this table for three-well, hm, usually
It’s just the two of us my dear
And I know I’m not the one you want here
But if you keep me in your sight
I can help you make it through one more night
Oh
How we ever found each other I’ll never know
But still I think it’s Providence, so the story goes
Maybe others break our hearts
So we can find
A new start
We – I mean me and you
Are learning one plus one is two
Now look at all that we can do
Now that you’ve got me and I’ve got you
Now you’re in my life for good
I know we won’t be understood
For moving fast but it feels so right
I can help you make it through one more night
Oh
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Life Jacket
04:13
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Looking over my shoulder at something not quite dead
But nothing lies in front of me, nothing lies ahead
I wanna know where I will go, what’ll I see out the window
I ask my mother what to do, she says that’s up to you
I can’t see, no
I can’t breathe
I can’t tell which way is up
That’s why you wear a life jacket
Here I stand, petrified, by uncertainty
Wind is blowing, waves are crashing, face my destiny
I forge ahead into the dark, listen to the matriarch
My lips are cracked, my voice is gone, but still I must go on
I can’t see, no
I can’t breathe
I can’t tell which way is up
That’s why you wear a life jacket
Once you get to the bottom then
You will know
Which way is up
Which way is up
I can’t see, no
I can’t breathe
I can’t tell which way is up
That’s why you wear a life jacket
That’s why you wear a life jacket
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7. |
Leave Me Whole
03:47
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I'll only hear silence when you speak
If you try to take this day from me
Beware the company you keep
When they realize just like me they've been deceived
I traveled all this way for you
Gave you pieces of my soul
I traveled all this way for you
The least you can do is leave me whole
Whole
I moved my life upside-down for your desires
Put my thoughts and feelings high upon the shelf
Now I have this chance to rekindle my fire
And it’s like you went and doused the flames yourself
I traveled all this way for you
Gave you pieces of my soul
I traveled all this way for you
The least you can do is leave me whole
Whole
I'll only hear silence when you speak
But don't you worry, you can't take the day from me
You better beware the company you keep
I'm telling all of them that they've been deceived
You won't leave me empty
I guess you're just unkind
But you won't leave me empty
I'm taking what is mine
Yes, I’m taking what is mine
I traveled all this way for you
Gave you pieces of my soul
I traveled all this way for you
The least you can do is leave me
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8. |
Separate Ships
01:19
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9. |
Little Miss
02:26
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Little Miss Katherine
Look at the state I’m in
You pick me up, you put me down
You make me smile, you make me frown
When I can’t get a hold of you
You are my best friend
And I’ll keep you ‘til the end
Some days you drive me up a wall
Some days I know I make you feel small
For that I do apologize
When I’m lost and all alone
You’ve been there to help me home
You tell me I’m being too dramatic
You’re the one behind the scenes
And you visit in my dreams
Helping me to be much more pragmatic
But I still find you oh so enigmatic
Little Miss Katherine
Little Miss Katherine
Look at the state I’m in
Been hanging round you way too much
Loving your voice and missing your touch
Amidst the week after we part ways
Your lips they beckon me
To travel ‘cross the sea
We’ve been past the city walls
Now it seems that London calls
There’s just one thing:
I’m longing for your gaze
Had our courtship ever begun
It’d already be dead and gone
I know that we were meant to be just friends
But now I’ve brought this up
I may have fucked it up
I hope this doesn’t change things in the end
‘Cause I still want you to be my friend
I’d really miss you if you weren’t my friend
Little Miss Katherine
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I gave you my eyes and I gave you my heart
But it wasn’t enough for you
You wanted my time but I wanted my art
So you said you were through
Now I know I need to warn the people I meet
That I’m really no good
It seems I’ll never choose you over my damn self
Is that understood?
‘Cause
I’m just a son of a bitch
We were together for a pretty long time
But time doesn’t make it right
We didn’t think that we were only temporary
So we held on tight
And I kept on slipping farther every day
I was just bringing you down
We were on two separate ships going different ways
I was just helping you drown
‘Cause
I’m just a son of a bitch
And I will not listen when you say it’s all my fault (for letting go)
I’m gonna be who I’m gonna be
I guess you better be you
I ain’t gonna change no I ain’t gonna change
Even if you want me to
Don’t you dare go thinking that we’ll meet up again
That’s selfish ‘cause you made it end
There’s so much about you I just can’t comprehend
So I won’t even pretend
I’m just a son of a bitch
All you cynical fuckers
Everyone’s a fucking cocksucker
So give a shit and don’t deny
or give a half-ass alabi
It’s just a title, don’t resist
Everyone’s a narcissist
I’m just a son of a bitch...
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